The fine line between

Shouldnt have gone straight.

2010-01-06T14:35:15Z

In all aspects of the title, I just shouldnt have. It sucks, now, feeling the way I do. But one thing's for sure I'll never lower my expectations, wants and needs. Because those are the things that define me as the person I am, now. Say that I am materialistic, that I dont appreciate, that I'm impossible. Because maybe to you I am all that, and more. So deal with it, suck it up, or leave.

I feel that Ive been doing more than is called for on my part. I really cannot take a cheapscate. I will not tolerate someone who doesnt give his/her 100% or more, I will not deal with someone who isnt gentlemanly towards his/her gf. Say Im pampered, say i'm spoilt... Because maybe I am.. all that and more.

peppermintgloss @ 2010-01-01T12:43:00

2010-01-01T04:43:19Z

new year, new beginning. The events of yester-year fades into the background and take on lesser significance (,i hope).

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peppermintgloss @ 2009-12-30T07:20:00

2009-12-29T23:20:01Z

but i keep running back | to you

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peppermintgloss @ 2009-12-29T12:17:00

2009-12-29T04:17:32Z

again my surpressed thoughts haunting me in my sleep. Was it you, or you, this time? I cant be sure. What if u were my past and future? And you, my present? Dwelleth on the present, forget not the past, live towards thy future.

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peppermintgloss @ 2009-12-28T11:44:00

2009-12-28T03:44:46Z

u were here, so close to me i felt ur breath on my skin. And just like that, u went away, again. The drums, the elmo diary, the cny cards, the dull colors, the brother, the pseudo terribly scarred friend, the familiar depressing mood. Yet, what i'd give to stay in the dream a lil longer. (but) I didnt wake up, you left.

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peppermintgloss @ 2009-12-24T12:48:00

2009-12-24T04:48:49Z

i secretly like christmas. The songs, the lights, the smiles. But i hate the ppl, and i dont want them to think me one of them. this year, i very much would like to spend christmas by myself, cuddle up with a good movie in bed, or something of the like. No gifts, no rahrah, just me myself and i. Thankyouverymuch.

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peppermintgloss @ 2009-12-22T14:08:00

2009-12-22T06:08:52Z

do not under any circumstance step on my tail. You will not survive.

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that, kind.

2009-12-19T03:11:56Z

i think i might just lose the best thing that could ever happen to me if i let this one slip. Yknw, i still think of you, A, and i still do miss you. Not in the romantic sorta way anymore, no. Just.. That.. Longing to jump back into the past. Just, that kinda missing. The kind that a hug and a smile would make right. The kind that acknowledges, the kind that accepts, and the kind that says 'hey, take care til we meet again alright?'

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peppermintgloss @ 2009-12-18T17:53:00

2009-12-18T09:53:55Z

isit just the time of the month, or isit something more..

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peppermintgloss @ 2009-12-16T12:48:00

2009-12-16T04:48:09Z

gd morning world. Jo's been a cranky blob these couple o' days and it's killing the ppl ard her. Well, not exactly la. More like killing myself. i crave solitude bcuz i get so irritated with what ppl do and i get moody and angst thinking abt it. I have a problem with perfection, with ppl having to be perfect (for me). I hate shopping in big grps and i hate shopping with ppl WHO ARE NOT THERE.

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1 month since i've been back.

2009-12-15T09:46:17Z

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peppermintgloss @ 2009-12-15T17:41:00

2009-12-15T09:41:24Z

rainy rainy day. Fat, tired, angst, moodless. Bored. Sup with the hormones. And taking it out, too. Hate last min change of plans. Maybe i just need to slp it all away.

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peppermintgloss @ 2009-12-13T11:52:00

2009-12-13T03:52:27Z

been sick for..... Ever. I just want to get well and enjoy the 2mths left here in sg before heading back to sch in perth. Is that too much to ask for? But srsly, i need to start writing a list of things to do. It's piling up... And meet my friends before it's too late. Sigh.. More hours in a day, Si vous plait?

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peppermintgloss @ 2009-12-11T01:18:00

2009-12-10T17:18:17Z

fall, falling, falling..... Fell.

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peppermintgloss @ 2009-11-30T05:26:00

2009-11-29T21:26:21Z

oh B, you are so good for me.

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back here, the lil red dot.

2009-11-23T05:56:36Z

they say love comes to those who wait. I say love smacks u down when u least expected, it knocks the air outta ur lungs and for a moment there, u're left wondering what hit u. But soon after, the good feelings sink in, and it gets better, u feel more alive. like nothing else matters and u're finally flying. Ah, that would be nice, wouldnt it.

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i'm leaving, on a jet plane.

2009-11-15T14:03:18Z

squshed in between and tall ang mo dude and an auntie. close to suffocating, tiger is.... really budget. I hope i survive this 5hour10min flight. :/ -breathes

Back to wet and humid sg in awhile. Ok. Now ive butterflies in the stomach. See you soon perth peeps, see you soon sg dudes!

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peppermintgloss @ 2009-11-14T05:44:00

2009-11-13T21:44:42Z

wassup with me

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peppermintgloss @ 2009-11-12T06:15:00

2009-11-11T22:15:37Z

hello. Done with exams. Finally. Happy feeling starting to sink in, slowly.
Random: hate reading something and spotting a grammatical, spelling error. I know, pot calling the kettle (omg i dont know how to spell kettle) black, but i have a serious problem with perfectionism. So bite me.

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peppermintgloss @ 2009-11-10T01:13:00

2009-11-09T17:13:41Z

this is it.. Paper in less than 8 hours time. Just wanna get it over and done with. Then chiong for strat mkting. And den have to pack my shit, do laundry, view dawn's place, pass darryl my duffel, dinner at the raffles, cap s, homecooked dinner with ivy (hopefully), search for my sis's sweets... And im sure there'll be more. But like that then exciting what, no? Heh. Ok. Sales mgmt tmr dirst. Surprisingly not stressed abt the paper later.. hmm.. I wonder why...

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peppermintgloss @ 2009-11-09T03:08:00

2009-11-08T19:08:12Z

reminising abt the one i (still) love. Silly me. Like being in the desert and dreaming of snow. Like dancing to no music. Like making out sans tongue.

Silly, silly me.

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8 more days

2009-11-07T20:34:07Z

hungover/pmsy the entire day. Why oh why. And in a couple of days time, pmsy+stressed, which i reckon to be worse. Im hungry... And i should start packing my things in when im not studying or slping. Hmm. Not in the best of moods now too, so i guess i ll find smth to do. Gdnight.
P.S. Single ppl rock.

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peppermintgloss @ 2009-11-07T05:13:00

2009-11-06T21:13:05Z

im tipsy. And i think i said too much. Shit. gdnite world. gon slp this ringing sound away.

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at the end of the day

2009-11-05T20:07:51Z

its always good to end your day posting your thoughts. :) having some time to yourself before drifting off to slp and waking up to yett another one. Today was no different. Woke up, and studied the whole day and night away. Painted my nails tho. Awesome hightlighter pink now.

So much to do, so little time.

The chat with T kinda made my day. :)

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peppermintgloss @ 2009-11-05T04:33:00

2009-11-04T20:33:59Z

woke up early for brekkie today. The lack of slp is getting to me, making me all hyper and stone at weird times of the day and night. :s i just know i'm suffering from some form of slp-deprived problem induced by the lack of the former. Sigh. Going kuku is just the tip of the iceberg. Damn. Studystudy later. Slp, now.

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